You faced your demons and soon they will fall.

I know it wont be easy, but I know also that you can do this.

The sweet little girl I once loved hasn't died.
You will find yourself again.

The monsters will go away soon.

We are all with you.
We will always love you.

I am proud of you.

Then so be it.

I can't let you do this, not to him, not to me, and most of all not to yourself.

You may believe that this is what you deserve, that you need to suffer to justify your existence, but I wont let you.

Too many people love to let you destroy yourself.

You may hate me now, maybe even forever.

But I don't care, because this isn't at all about me.

I told him what I know, I told him what you didn't want him to.
I told him what I had to.

I may no longer be in love with you, but no matter what, I will always love you.

Goodbye.

We are nothing more then lonely stars, endlessly divided by a cold empty void of existence.

Desperately we attempt to distract ourselves by surrounding our bodies with cold lifeless planets, if only to pretend that someone somewhere revolves around us; though they are nothing more then disembodies fragments of our own molten core.

Let us continue to shine in spite of it all, in the futile hope that the light of our souls may somehow warm a wandering body; drifting aimlessly across the universe.

This morning will either be the greatest or worst thing I have ever done.

Either way, this is probably the single most important day of my life.

For better, or worse.

Monster,

There is nothing that will ever describe you.
My distain for you, words could never express.

In every tear I see your face, in ever heart ache I hear your name.
Every time she hurts, every time she screams, every time she cries,
It’s all because of you. You’re there, laughing from the shadows

You wear that smug smile upon your face, overjoyed that the world cannot see
See the festering puke that makes up your flesh, the putrid puss that spews from your shallow soul.

And for what? Did you even gain anything from it?
Was it only to appease your sadistic pride?

One day I will pay you back,
For every time you struck her, every time you called her ugly, every time you hurt her

Does it make you feel big to beat a child? Did it make you feel strong?
Did it give you some sense of control? Did it make you feel powerful?

All the alcohol in the world cannot excuse the crimes of a devil who harms a child

No matter how old she grows, no matter how far she is from you, you are there, eating away at her like a cancer in heart.

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!

YOU FILTHY FUCKING WHORE!!

You’re a poison in her veins, the devil in her eyes
You’ve encased her in a hell of self loathing, in a shell not even love a deep as mine can fully break

Every time I tell her the truth, that I show her just how kind, how sweet, how pure, how beautiful and how perfect she really is, I hear your voice echo through her lips

“No I’m not, I don’t deserve your love”

It cuts me deeper then a miserable cunt like you will ever understand.
To know that I can never erase what you’ve done, that I can never cleanse your poison from her veins.

Already you have infected me with your presence, every time she cries it echoes within my soul a thousand fold.

You are my poison. You are my nemesis. You are the reason she hates herself.
You are the cause of all her mistakes, the source of all flaws.

And yet you stand there, bearing that satanic smile, and you have the nerve to call yourself her mother.

mother? you will never come close to being such a thing.
She may have formed in your womb, but all that is worth had been undone by your sins
I would call you all the worst things I can imagine: bitch, demon, hellspawn, whore!

But none of them even come close to describing the worthless shit that you really are.

No, evil such as yourself is not worthy of a title, you deserve not even a name.

You are nothing.

Nothing.

Not that you need to know, not that it is any of your business, not that you even care,
but I will lover her forever, in spite of the pain that you cause both of us.

I may spend the rest of my life purging you from her system, erasing you very existence from her core, but that will not change the way I feel.

Yet she will never become a burden, she will always be angel, the angel you fought so hard to destroy.

So for what it’s worth, I thank you.

In spite of all that you have done, the world owes you a favor.
You brought into existence the greatest person that I will ever know.

Out of the darkest, rankest, and most disgusting pit emerged the purest and most beautiful of all creations.

Perhaps knowing that, I may one day come to forgive you.

Something, if you indeed are worthy of being considered anything at all, such as yourself is not even deserving of my hate.

Already I feel your poison begin to weaken.

Already I feel you beginning to fade.

Fade from memory.
Fade from mind.

Fade from soul.

Till you become that which you always where.

Nothing at all.