I don't expect you to believe, I myself don't even know what I saw.

But I know what who I believe it was. I know it sounds stupid, and I know it's hard to accept, but I know what I felt in those few endless moments.

There is a reason these things happen, there where a hundred different places I could have been, but I was there.

He was smiling, he was happy, in him I saw you.

I'm not sure how you'll take this, I don't want it to hurt, I don't want to bring up old scars, but maybe that's the point. Maybe that's what he wanted. For you to know he's happy, for you to let it go.

He forgives you, we forgive you, it's time that you forgave yourself.

All I know is what I saw. He was smiling. He was happy.


That is all.